You win, I'm sadder than you.

Lover, now that you've left me, I'm glad you're unlovely.

And so here I go, substituting the glow from your temples,
all our sighs and our trembles, and each last letter sent you.

this, my friend, does. not. make. sense. goddamnit.

The Heat.

Can you hear your body screaming “Take it easy, dear, you're not a speed machine“? I can.

whatever will happen...

I know you will be there for me. I have never felt this way before.

!

right.

The things that really matter are usually not things reaching you via your email inbox.

kinda.

We can't let surroundings grow bigger than us, I do need you to stay.

You say I don't need you, maybe you're right, but things just look so much better when you're around.

daydreams and nightmares.

help me close my eyes, I want to sleep without dreaming.

You're the nicest thing I've ever seen.

All I know is that you're so nice, 

You're the nicest thing I've seen. 

I wish that we could give it a go, 

See if we could be something.

I wish I was your favourite girl, 

I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world. 

I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile, 

I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style.

I wish you couldn't figure me out, 

But you always wanna know what I was about. 

I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset, 

I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met.

I wish you had a favourite beauty spot that you loved secretly, 

'Cause it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see. 

Basically, I wish that you loved me, 

I wish that you needed me, 

I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three.

I wish that without me your heart would break, 

I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake. 

I wish that without me you couldn't eat, 

I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.

All i know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen 

And I wish that we could see if we could be something 

And I wish that we could see if we could be something

 

I felt you in my legs before I ever met you.

beg for the night.

hurry up, we're dreaming.

It's the...

...coming home in 5 minutes that never actually happened.

You've got a heart as loud as lions...

...so why let your voice be tamed?

can I hold you tonight?

I'm not your hero.

but that doesn't mean we're not one and the same.
♥

go. please stay. go. please stay. go if you want. i can't stop you.

Stop.

Stop. trying to gain control, it is not going to happen anyway.
Stop. being impatient, you will find out soon enough.
Stop. for a second, then walk.
Like you always did.

Tegan and Sara :. Shock to Your System

You seem like you're so restless, young at heart
Who gave you reason?
You should be out driving people wild
Who gave you a reason?

You got a shock to your system
Knocked your heart right out of sync

You're only meant to hurt once in a while
Who gave you reason?
You're only meant to cry once in a while
Who gave you a reason?

You got a shock to your system
Pull yourself out of it
I know that shock to your system
Knocked your heart right out of sync

What you are
What you are is lonely

You must rely on love once in a while
To give you reason
You must rely on me once in a while
To give you a reason

You got a shock to your system
Pull yourself out of it
I know that shock to your system
Knocked your heart right out of sync

What you are
What you are is lonely
What you are is lonely

you've left me standing.

in a world that's so demanding.

but...

if you can't see me happy, well, just look the other way.

::.

Wenn du vor mir stehst und mich ansiehst, was weißt du von den Schmerzen, die in mir sind und was weiß ich von deinen. Und wenn ich mich vor dir niederwerfen würde und weinen und erzählen, was wüsstest du von mir mehr als von der Hölle, wenn dir jemand erzählt, sie ist heiß und fürchterlich. Schon darum sollten wir voreinander so ehrfürchtig, so nachdenklich stehen wie vor dem Eingang zur Hölle.

(Franz Kafka)